It’s safe to say that November has been the worst month that I’ve had for a really long time, in fact it might even be the worst ever.
I won’t repeat myself too much – see this post – but something happened in the second week that has had huge ripple effects and pretty much dominated the entirety of November.
It was entirely my fault and having to deal with the consequences was hard, it still is, and so my mental health has been the worst it’s been a long time.
Yet that said it does feel good to have had a burden removed, it’s forced me to take a serious look at myself and to admit that I have to change things.
So overall I’m pretty glad to see the back of November but I still wanted to write a monthly review, so here it is.
Facing the consequences // I’ve had to face some really awkward questions and uncomfortable situations this month as a result of the previously mentioned issue. It’s been really hard and yes I’ve wanted to try and find a way out of it but I knew that in the interest of moving forward I simply had to admit I was at fault. It still feels raw at the moment and I suspect it will for a while but the only way to show I’m sorry is by finally changing things.
Deciding to change // So yeah I’ve decided to change and I know exactly what I have to do in order to put that into practice. This is the easy part really and it is going to be hard at times but I will get there. Watch me.
*Now on to more positive things*
Getting my blogging mojo back // This month I finally feel like I have found my blogging mojo again and am actually starting to get a content calendar together. It’s been ages since I was happy with the content I was sharing but I finally think I’ve found my voice again. Essentially I’m going to mix up my content a little bit and talk about things that really matter to me.
Feeling motivated // Partly because of everything that happened this month and partly because I have phases like this but over the last few weeks I’ve been filled with motivation. I have a few projects I’m working on and for the first time in ages, I can honestly say that I am really, really excited about them.
Twilight movies // Like most people I saw the Twilight movie when it first came out but unlike everybody else I never finished watching them. I just didn’t like the main characters and I was never able to feel invested enough to see all of them. This month I decided to watch them and I did really enjoy them actually. I still don’t like Bella or Edward but I do like the other characters particularly Alice and Jacob.
Central Intelligence // It’s been such a long time since I watched a comedy film that I really laughed at but this film has broken that spell. If you haven’t seen it yet then you are missing out because this film is comedy gold. I honestly didn’t realise that the Rock was so funny and his partnership with Kevin Hart is casting perfection at it’s very best.
The Missing // I absolutely loved the first serious of this crime thriller buy my god the second series is even more gripping. It’s so, so good.
So how has your month been?