A few weeks ago I blogged about my organisation routine and how well it seemed to be working for me and yet here we are, two months later and I can barely make it through the week. I really struggle to be consistent with organising, I get bored of using the same routine and sometimes I try to shake things up and often this causes more stress than good.
In a nutshell that’s where I am at the moment, bored of my old organisation strategy but not able to stick to anything new. It makes me feel stressed, out of control and hence I fall behind on my goals. This makes me feel like a failure.
So as a result I’ve recently been quiet on the old blogging sphere, not really taking part in the blogging community and not as motivated as I would usually be.
However all that said, I’ve recently come to a rather calming realisation – we are almost at the end of the year.
I’ll be the first to admit that I haven’t achieved as much this year as I might have liked, I haven’t met my goals and my life hasn’t moved forward as much as I hoped. Yet despite all that it’s been a fairly good year and I have achieved a little and that is better than nothing.
I’m determined to make the most of the Christmas season, to spend time with my family and then in January I want to hit the ground running. I’ve had a few idea’s for how I can manage my time better, how I can sort my to do’s and ensure I use my time wisely.
But for now I’m just getting by and you know what, that’s ok. Sometimes we all need a little freak out, right?